So, i thought maybe i should update my journal a bit
there's been a whiiile.

ok... so, where should we start. if id write about all my adventures here in te'h great nation of , it wouldnt fit on the page. not that i think there's really a limit for letters in the DAjournals? oO - anyway the story would contain a lot of ...

buuut anyway. now it's been - what - 101 days so far. shiiiet! thats so effing much!

i started counting almost as soon as i got here (i know - hypocritisism (...ehum) on me - i was counting the days before i LEFT sweden.) ...jeeez.

cant believe ive been without my boyfriend longer than the time we've ever spent together in total! i miss him sooo much!
always leaving my webcam on and putting the laptop next to me in my bed every weekend - watching him sleep, just doesnt seem to be enough sometimes. 228 days until ill hold him again.
crap.

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but besides that, things are actually starting to work out here, and me too! (again *cough* - write more about that later )

i had my drumkit like a month ago and i meet up with some dude every monday or so to get some chatting classes - hopefully ill gain some knowledge in the drumming stuff too...

and school's alright, i guess. im not the worst in any of my courses so im glad. but - ofcourse - im not among the top five as im used to. (look at it from the bright side! ill gain some self disciplin and maybe ill learn not to put so much pressure on my self. ...but i doudt it)
im having troubles with math though , not having my genius brother here to help me while facing stuff the swedeish school plan - or whatever's the name - doesnt include... not nice.

but the french is comming along, slowly
but surely (haha direct translations from swedish is the best!) blah:

now i gotta do some homework crap. hopefully ill have it done by 1am monday morning O.<¨

sorry bout the crappy grammar and spelling but u all just have to cope with it, my english is getting worse because of the lack of good english speeking in the surroundings... quebecoises' english really do suck in general, but they're nice, so lets make it even

now - to my little word game about things working out... ive decided to spend this year learning french - and getting rid of my faaaaaaaaatty belly. i seriously need to get some muscles and to be able to fit in my old jeans when i get back home again.
now, thats a bigger challenge here, not just that i live with a family with enormously bad food habits, compering to what im used to, but also because - id say - atleast 90% of everyone doing an exchange year gains a few pounds.
and also, i almost forgot, theres no scale in this house, so i cant keep track on my weigh, which buggs me to hell! (i weighed myself atleast two times a day at home so...) ARGH i just cant WAIT til this flobby stuff around my bellybutton goes away!

but, until then i guess all i can do is to give you all a big FAT hug.
ill be back as soon as i can. but i really dont have anything to submit. it all sucks.
bye :*